Showing posts with label resentful. Show all posts
Showing posts with label resentful. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Slow down; no need for you to hurry....

I am feeling calmer, more accepting of life each day. Usually I am wishing ('I would love to buy more trees but can't afford it')...being impatient ('I can't wait for the TV pilot to be finished')...and sometimes feeling resentful ('My teenage daughter takes for granted everything I do for her'). I am a soul having a human experience.

Lately, thank goodness, I am sensing the bigger picture more often. Buying more trees can wait, and the waiting is a good cure for my impatience. I don't know what your major lesson is this lifetime - please feel free to share it - but mine is impatience. If only trees would reach full height over night and hide the neighbour's house!

I go on retreat this evening for three nights. Time alone away from family, chores and computers gives me a chance to completely unwind. I 'feel' the timelessness of the Universe and understand, on a deep level, that there is no hurry. I am doing just fine living this human lifetime, as are you...

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Resentments come from your lower self

Every so often I think about the many people who don't return phone calls and emails and I feel resentful. How can they just ignore me, as if I don't exist? I wouldn't treat them this way. It seems like a deliberate rejection and my lower self does not like rejection.

Then I consider it from a soul perspective. These people aren't scheming about how to upset me - they are just busy. They are living their lives as well as they can. Life teaches us to detach and see events from your higher self, and to know that all things pass...